Sunday, January 15, 2012

Women in War Country, 2002, published in Paj Ntaub Voice


Here,
Last dove chasing a fleeing moment of peace
My sister flies half-way across the country
To hold on to a fleeting future, to a man who is only a friend
Hoping they will have a chance to find out if he will ever be more
If he ever comes back from the war that just called his name.

No passionate good-byes, as the smallpox shot
Already shrouds his body in a contagious hands-off.
No passionate good-byes, as he walks into shadows
Where there can be no promises of any tomorrows.

Here,
My friend, heavy with child,
Does not ask if her children’s father will be called away,
Just stays safely tucked away, feet and thoughts firmly grounded,
Holding on to the present safety of a woman with her man by her side,
His baby growing in her belly, their children, laughing at his knee.

Here,
I too remember
Another man of the military
Listening to him talk about learning to how to use a beating stick
To keep Haitian refugees quiet in Guantanamo Bay
Doing his duty to his country.  How my heart broke
Crying for what his hands must have done,
Crying for what his eyes must have seen,
Wondering how his soul could bear
His pain, wondering how one could
Heal his pain, hoping he would never
Go too far, where one could no longer
Reach him.

Here,
We are all women from war country
Facing down the violence in our men’s eyes
Facing down the violence in our men’s hands

Fighting for peace, at home

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